My dream is to be seem by millions of people at once time across the globe.

This is a bad selfish desire that I can only hope to fulfill by selling out my body and soul to heartless monsters who could care less? I personally and deeply hope not.
As I am supposed to be writing my essay for college, I think just where is this degree in marketing going to take me? I want to go far, and I want to go high. I am willing to do many things so accomplish this dream.
I will stop short of a hostage situation, or murdering someone.

I just slowly feel myself slipping away again, into the numrmous artists and millions of people on this planet that no one will think about long after they are dead.

I once has a discussion about immortality and living forever. We both agreed that you could live forever until forever had to end, but how to live forever?
I have an example of Hitler. Until everyone forgets his horrible actions, he will live forever. In 500 years, his name will be in the same historical stand point as Napoleon, Julius Cesar, Stalin, and Attila the Hun. Only bulleted facts about the deeds, good and bad they preformed, and nothing more.
That is how these people will live forever.
That isn't however how I want to live forever.
I want to live forever in the sense of Picasso, , Mozart, Socrates, Homer, Poe, and Galileo. These people will live forever through the cultural influences and contributions that they entered into the world and their homelands.
That is how I want to live forever.

-Update-
These are a few of the things I am invloved in on dA, you should check them out